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A Love Remembered

A few weeks ago at work, I had the pleasure of being the first person for a woman to tell that she had accepted Christ as her Savior.  She shared that she was unsure of so much, yet knew that everything was going to be different.

Tears ran down her face, as she explained that she was embarrassed because she didn’t know where to go when the speaker asked everyone to turn to Colossians.  I encouraged her to get connected to a Christ-centered community of believers where she could be real, as she was asking me about what kind of church she should attend.  At the end of our conversation, she said….

I just got chills.

I was immediately envious of her, because I remember feeling the exact same way when I met Jesus.

And I missed that.  The feeling of coming alive.  Why in the world have I forgotten?

Ironically, it was her new-found faith that reminded me of mine.  In that very moment God used a person ransomed to awake a person complacent.  I was reminded that I was only breathing by the grace of God, and I need to stop taking that for granted.

So, what about you?

Do you remember? Do you remember the last time you were overwhelmed at the thought of what Jesus did for you?  Have you ever stopped to think about where you have come from and what you have become?

For me, it’s overwhelming to think that I would be in full-time ministry.  This is not what I had planned to do, nor wanted to do.  Now, almost two years later, I look back at all the random people/events that came into my life that were used to push me in that direction.

What about you?  What do you see when looking back (even if just for a brief period of time) that reminds you of something other than yourself?  Where have you seen God in your life?

From what I gather so far in the early existence of this blog, there are several Christians who read it, as well as some who may be new to their faith.  Feel free to share with each other to encourage and challenge.  You know, that whole iron sharpening iron kind of thing.

Ready?  Go.

My State of the Union

Ahem.  Ahem.  Is this mic on?

Madame Speaker, Mr. Vice President, Members of Congress, First Lady of the United States, and you blog readers:

I’ve come here today not only to address the distinguished men and women in this great chamber, but to speak frankly and directly to the men and women who sent me to this place.  And hear this: the state of the union is….

struggling.

I’ve been very busy as of late.  Be it personally or professionally, things seem to be popping up all over the place.  It has all caught me by surprise.

You see, I’m usually not a busy person.

Typically, if I have not had a shower on Saturday before noon, then it’s a good weekend.  I’m not lazy by any means, but I do enjoy peace, quiet and no agenda.  Well, that’s all changed.  There are some things happening that I’m pretty excited about.  I’m currently brainstorming with some folks (ODW & others) about using music to raise awareness/support for human trafficking, as well as extreme poverty.

There are some other potential ministry opportunities in the works, which have the potential of making a big difference.  On the other hand, there are other life/work stressors that are at a near-record high rate.  The combination of the two are teaming up to try their best to kill me.  Currently, I like their chances.

I think the worst part about being so busy is that I find little time to notice anything or anyone around me.  My wonderful wife is usually a casualty of this problem.  I have two standing resolutions every year:  (1) to try to better love my wife as Christ loves the Church and (2) what is(perhaps) our best resolution.  Stress and busyness cause me to miserably fail at both of these.  Struggling to find balance is beginning to take its toll.  I’m usually a very organized person, but lately I’ve felt things falling to the wayside.

That’s all for today.  A lot of irons in the fire.  Praying for clarity…that God would show me what’s important and what’s not.

How about you?  What’s your state of the union?  How can I pray for you?

Oh, and p.s.- the economy’s pretty bad, too.

image:  Brooks Kraft / Corbis for Time

Sometimes it’s not in the cards…or is it?

Have any of you ever heard/said, “it just wasn’t in the cards”?

Of course, the “cards” being mentioned are circumstances in our lives. We try to work with the ones dealt to us, or the ones that we dealt ourselves. We eventually come to accept these cards as being a situation or circumstance that we are meant to be in.

I know that I’ve said it a time or two.  Or, how about “this is just the hand I’ve been dealt”? 

Spiritually, I think that we see our hand working against us more often than not.  But oh how quickly we forget who is dealing!  God is in control, and whether we’ve been deal with tough circumstances of life or consequences of our bad decisions, God will work them together.

One question I try to ask myself when I feel my circumstances have no potential for change is, “What am I grateful for?”  Most often I come up with a few things, and ultimately end with a prayer that can, on some days, be as sarcastic as it can be serious, and that’s “God, thank you for at least waking me up today.”

That gets me thinking…What about that statement, “thank you for where you have me”? Is that it?  Just being grateful for the cards that were dealt?  Or, can we choose to fold and ask for a new hand?

Either way, what are we to do with them? 

Are we just happy and thankful where we are, or are we to look deeper and see what God has in the deck?  I want to remember first and foremost that I’ve been given life and grace upon grace.

Besides…anything else is really a bonus.

Our Best Resolution

2010 is upon us, folks.

A new year typically brings with it feelings of hope and excitement.  Resolutions are broken made with a hope of things changing.  But, this world really doesn’t do that, does it?  Even in our “best” year, we can always find something that held it back from being worthy of thanks.  Each year gets harder to look forward to.  Heck, tomorrow looks pretty grim.  I tend to just try to hang on and just make it through the year, hoping that it doesn’t kill me.  Fear and anxiety begins to creep in, affecting each and every decision I make.  And, with current times being pretty tough, it seems like one thing after another takes me down the road of panic and fear faster and faster than ever before.

But, I want to challenge all of us to make our resolution for 2010 this: Not worry.

You know, fear is a big deal.  Anxiety is a huge problem in our world. I’m pretty sure I’ve experienced some sort of panic attack in my life. Paul said that God did not create in us a spirit of fear; but one of power and love and self-control. (2 Tim 1:7) So, how come we still have it? It must be that in this fallen world, we are prone and conditioned to fear first instead of seeking the kingdom of God.

Jesus talked about this in the Sermon on the Mount, which would be the moment in history that he unveiled, if you will, what the kingdom of God looked like. We can pick it up in Matthew 6:25….. Continue Reading…

looking back on ’09

2009 was an interesting year.

I’ve been grateful, depressed, angry, humbled, bitter, joyful, and everything in between it seems.  At the end of it all, however, the sense of joy and gratefulness is what stands out the most.  We’ve withstood the economic slump (thus far) while making some pretty significant decisions.

How was 2009 for you?

Some things to note for ’09 for me would be… Continue Reading…

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